christmas is an 18-year-old who tries to verbalise her thoughts in pursuit of tangibility and almost always fails in her perfectionistic eyes. she likes capturing little details and insignificant moments with her mind, her pen+notebook and her canon s5 is for keepsakes. christmas recognises that life is a paradox and embraces it for paradoxes make up her life. she likes to fight for things she wants and also give up on things that aren't worth her time. call it a matter of priority. christmas is slightly schizophrenic and very sensitive physically and emotionally. crying means a lot to her as people hurt for a reason, and to her it is part of growing up. her taste is expensive and thinks the best things in life are far from free. she is trying to give up the lure of words and meanings that complicate her life too much, and make her way to a humanitarian career that actually does give meaning to the lives of others. she loves god with all her heart yet has her doubts about organised faith. it is probably the only part of her life where she can believe wholeheartedly without evidence or facts. christmas loves exploring new places and is independent and free-spirited. she is also trying to redefine herself every moment of the day and stop disliking herself too much. she likes thinking, gaining new experiences and watching time fly. christmas needs to read more material and read less into people. she also needs to reattach to the real world and stop thinking the worst of her fellow homosapiens.
